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Tuesday, February 14, 2023
My song
I’m out of breath, kneeling on the shores of this sea that
stretches endlessly before me with the enemy right behind me, ready to attack.
Heart beating so frantic that my chest feels about ready to crack open. Ears
ringing from the sound of the waves and armour. I’m ready to panic any moment
now, but I still hear a whisper through all the chaos, “steady, child!”
Lord, You know every step I took to bring me this far. Steady
my feet, steady my heart, steady my faith. I know You can split the sea in
front of me and I could walk right through… then I’d sing like Miriam… But I
don’t have enough faith or vision to see myself on the other side yet. If the
sea will split, it won’t because I believed it into splitting, it will be
because you chose to. All I know, Lord, is that whether the sea will split or
not, You’re still my God, my King, my all. So just in case I don’t make it to
the other side, this is the song I’ll sing You this side of the unsplit sea.
My heart is split in two.
What the maidservant could not see by the water
Like a storm from the sea, it pounds
Like Miriam's timbrel, it beats.
And there is no cure in the world.
My heart surrenders
Stumbles, can no longer stand on its feet
Just a wreck with no purpose
And the sky is like a wall to me
How can I pass through the sea on dry ground
And only You can turn my mourning into dancing
To purify the sand
To soften all in me
And only You know how to approach my heart
You lessen any pain within me
You heal my heart
My heart is split in two
Half of it is guilty, and half of it is for the sake of
Heaven
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